He's left before and come back (and every time, it feels as if it's harder to remember Luceti when he returns, but it always comes back; the people, the places, everything) and he's experienced not remembering about it when he was at home (and maybe he wouldn't have been concerned with it because he had a job to do; still does, really) and if they forget about everything when they go home for good --
He's tense before he decides to reply, voice firm - but he can't hide his discomfort. Luca is naturally an open book to anyone who'll look at him or talk to him, and his depression at the state of things shows.]
It doesn't matter if it doesn't matter. Even if none of us remember what we do here when we go home for good, we'll still have done something. The Malnosso won't bring another group of fresh faces to experiment or conscript if they're happy with whatever results they get from us, or if we somehow get them to agree to send us home. Even if we won't know it, we'll have prevented something like this happening again.
Luceti's been really good to me. [And his voice is softer, now.] I really like it here, and I like everyone I've met. I'd be sad to forget everyone, especially since I'll likely never meet them again... but I know that's the way things are. I'm not happy with it at all, and -- I like to think that, maybe, you can change your fate [and maybe nothing is dictated in your past, and maybe the people who betrayed you back then wouldn't think of it in this life, and maybe everything is your fault and you're going to fix it all because it isn't going to stay this way any longer] but unless the Malnosso know something we don't, like how to keep our memories of here, it doesn't matter. Besides, it might be for the best that we don't remember anything. Friendships or not, we still won't see those people again.
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He's left before and come back (and every time, it feels as if it's harder to remember Luceti when he returns, but it always comes back; the people, the places, everything) and he's experienced not remembering about it when he was at home (and maybe he wouldn't have been concerned with it because he had a job to do; still does, really) and if they forget about everything when they go home for good --
He's tense before he decides to reply, voice firm - but he can't hide his discomfort. Luca is naturally an open book to anyone who'll look at him or talk to him, and his depression at the state of things shows.]
It doesn't matter if it doesn't matter. Even if none of us remember what we do here when we go home for good, we'll still have done something. The Malnosso won't bring another group of fresh faces to experiment or conscript if they're happy with whatever results they get from us, or if we somehow get them to agree to send us home. Even if we won't know it, we'll have prevented something like this happening again.
Luceti's been really good to me. [And his voice is softer, now.] I really like it here, and I like everyone I've met. I'd be sad to forget everyone, especially since I'll likely never meet them again... but I know that's the way things are. I'm not happy with it at all, and -- I like to think that, maybe, you can change your fate [and maybe nothing is dictated in your past, and maybe the people who betrayed you back then wouldn't think of it in this life, and maybe everything is your fault and you're going to fix it all because it isn't going to stay this way any longer] but unless the Malnosso know something we don't, like how to keep our memories of here, it doesn't matter. Besides, it might be for the best that we don't remember anything. Friendships or not, we still won't see those people again.
[Which hurts to think about.]